Contemplation for no particular reason
Sometimes at some point you might have once found a situation which make you feel like a fish whom swim alone in a mirror aquarium. What you could see is yourself only. So you can watch any lack of yourself completely.
Well..
Well..
May be in one night, in odd moments you feel confused about something that.. you don't understand what it is. Why those things pop up on your mind as if to say, "I'll accompany you in this night. This looong night. Just sitting on your seat and enjoy the night.."
So quiet.
No people talk.
No TV's screaming.
Only me accompanied by clock's tick and silence.
No people talk.
No TV's screaming.
Only me accompanied by clock's tick and silence.
Maybe it will be simple if I directly say: I can't sleep. Well, I'm sleepy actually. But I don't know. I truly can't sleep.. or probably my subconscious is ignoring to sleep?
Apparently I'm worried. But can't describe what am I worried about. Complex enough to say. I just let it comes around and play in my mind for this night.
Well, I just do a contemplation...for no particular reason.
Confused.
Perhaps I only need one-definitely-thing right now:
Sleep.
Ya, hopefully tomorrow ll'be better.
Nite folks.
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